This May I skipped short term for several reasons, one of
which was to be healthier and get a head start on my training.
This was the year things would go right. This was the year I wouldn’t get
injured. This was going to be my year. Instead, I came home to an immediate
injury to my poor mouth with my wisdom teeth extraction, a persistent cough
that lasted a month, and my second bout of IT band syndrome.
Injury is something most of us have experienced. It sucks.
It feels unfair. Most of the time it comes out of the blue. It took one run
after a week of recovering from my teeth to send my knee over the edge. As with
every injury I’ve had, I considered quitting.
Injuries are what athletes fear. We fear not making our
goals because we have become “compensated”. The real truth about injury is that
it is an opportunity for a fresh perspective. The truth is that through PT,
twenty five needles being stuck in my leg, and time off, I learned something
valuable.
My first step was recognizing that I wanted to continue.
Injuries happen to everyone and they don’t mean that your season is over.
Instead, they are an opportunity to expose and work on your weaknesses. I have
spent a lot more time rollerskiing this spring and in the Fiddler gym (i.e. my
garage) picking stuff up and putting it down. Strength has always been my least
favorite part of training, but as I’ve gotten stronger, I have realized the
value in it.
During this process, I’ve also learned a lot (maybe more
than I wanted to) about my body. Through acupuncture, I learned that the gal
bladder channel is linked to the IT band and to the shoulders. It is also
linked to the liver channel, which is related to stress and anxiety. Now, I was
a little superstitious about Chinese medicine, but somehow all of these
channels make sense. I have tight shoulders, IT bands, and am an avid worrier.
So now I’m a believer in acupuncture, bring on the needles!
I also had to come to the recognition that my body is
bizarre. I have a turned pelvis due to slight scoliosis (how fun!) and my knees
don’t align with my shins. So, like everyone else, I’m not perfect. Through PT
and a more refined strength plan, I’ve improved my hip strength and overall
body strength to help support my weird body.
There have been a lot of things I didn’t expect that have
come out of this injury. I’ve gotten to spend a lot more time with my really
cool physical therapist and quirky deep tissue masseuse. I have recognized the
importance of strength training and stretching. Most
importantly, I am more grateful of the things I can do.
When I was in Sun Valley with my parents in early May, I was
so disappointed that I couldn’t run the miles of trails that I trained on
senior year of high school. That ended up being the first time I realized that
I could hike. So I hiked around, with some nagging pain, but one day I said,
“if all I could do was walk, I think I’d be a happy person.” It turns out I
ended up seeing a lot more of the scenery than I ever did while running those
same trails.
I volunteered at our local half marathon this past weekend
and watched hundreds of runners with all kinds of weird gates. I wondered how
the heck these people could run thirteen miles when I could barely run ten in a
week. Then, I backed up and remembered when I couldn’t even run two steps
several weeks earlier. Today I enjoyed my first run with little to no pain,
progress is being made.
So injury, although feeling like a hindrance, can be an
amazing opportunity to slow down. It can remind you of your values, make you
learn something about yourself, and spark your determination. Injury is just another
challenge where you have to make the decision get up and take the small steps
forward. Like my girl KC says, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.
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Snorel
Your post is truly insightful and helpful for those who want to understand the implications of having an injury. It could often be called normal for any athlete to experience at least one injury in their life, but some of them would be depressed because of the fact that they can’t do the things that they normally do for a long time, as it is an unexpected change for them. But in your case, you began to understand what it means to have an injury, and it only keeps you driven to recover and be patient. It also keeps you grounded with regard to knowing your limits. Thank you very much for sharing your experience!
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